meeyawn

i've wasted my saturday...

2005-12-11T01:56:03Z

I'VE BEEN WATCHING "CELEBRITY'S POKER" FOR 6 HOURS.
i wanna end my life NOW...

meeyawn @ 2005-11-03T13:11:00

2005-11-04T05:06:15Z

Your French Name is:

Émilie Bertin

What's Your French Name?

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are an Indie Rocker!

You are in it for the love of the music...
And you couldn't care less about being signed by a big label.
You're all about loving and supporting music - not commercial success.
You may not have the fame and glory, but you have complete control of your career.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Your Monster Profile

Hungry Killer

You Feast On: Fried Twinkies

You Lurk Around In: Shopping Malls

You Especially Like to Torment: British People

What's Your Monster Name?

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.
You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.

You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.
You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.
Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!

You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.
You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.

You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

How Are You In Love?

Your Band Name is:

The Plastic Convicts

Band Name Generator

What Your Underwear Says About You

You tend to throw out your underwear after a few months. It gets used and abused!

You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

The Underwear Oracle

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Men are sad...

2005-08-07T11:37:34Z

EGO BOOST!!!! woohoo i enjoyed it!!!

meeyawn @ 2005-08-01T14:01:00

2005-08-01T21:24:47Z

recently, i feel like i'm the most unwelcome and unlovable person on earth... i think it's because i always regulate/justify people and things, and i'm pretty much crowned as the Queen Bitch and i bet nobody will say no on that...

i don't mean to offend anyone, or to be rude and inconsiderate, i just cannot stand injustice/insults/discrimination/whatever that's wrong... and words just spill out of my mouth like *snap*... i'm just THAT blunt, can't help it.

for those who are hurt because of what i said, it's okay to hate me, i just hope that you understand i speak my mind with good intention...

meeyawn @ 2005-07-19T15:28:00

2005-07-19T22:29:23Z

new low...

meeyawn @ 2005-07-17T17:35:00

2005-07-18T00:41:57Z

bad news! i have more tolerance to alcohol!!!
last night i had 2 shots of tequilas, 1 corona, 2 1/2 midori sours (MY FAVORITE!), and i was still able to function, i'm scared... coz back then 1 drink made me tipsy, 2 drinks put me to heaven, 3 drinks i'd pass out!! i think i should stop going out for a while... the daily routine is getting a bit crazy...

i start to detest the Ave... such a dirty place with dirty/nasty bumps... i was asked by a mofo last night, "can i slap IT on your face for 100 bucks?" i don't know what the "IT" is... but i assumed he's talking about his PEPE... goddammit fucking pervert!

meeyawn @ 2005-07-13T19:11:00

2005-07-14T02:17:07Z

shit... i think my co-worker know that i like him!!!
what am i gonna do???
the flirting is killing me!!! i don't know if he's just flirting with me like that, or to everyone... urghhhhhhh i guess i'm serious this time!

update

2005-07-11T05:05:35Z

so thanks to PAUL who "motivated" (literally, "forced") me to update my livejournal.

Things that are worth talking about in my recent life:
1. finally went to Neighbors, it's like WHOA to me, got dry-humped HARDLY by a man (he prolly bi because he grinded both men and women) totally freaked me out, never got humped on the ass like that before... i think i like Rplace better. NOTE**i really enjoy watching gays dance, they're soooo good, i'm so impressed.*

2. A NEW CRUSH!!! i try not to like people at work but dang... it happens AGAIN!!! although he's not good-looking, he is very tall and skinny and has an unique facial structure. i think he's hot, and he may go to Milan to become a runway model. i can totally see him being in one of those designers' ad in the magazines. i'm not sure if i really like him, or i just want to be close friends... i can never tell, some of my coworkers think that he likes me too, but i'm not sure, coz he flirts with everyone at work, even the dudes. we'll see what happen.

3. repiercing my tongue... i went to the dentist on friday morning, and they needed to take some x-rays of my teeth so they made me take off my piercing, after the dentist appointment i was with my parents all day so i didn't have a chance to put it back on, and it's healed within 12 hours... i was sooo sad... the next day i went to Laughing Buddha on the Ave, and had it repierced for 10 bucks, the people there are so nice.

alrighto, i'ma go to the RAM now (half off on everything, can't miss it!)
Paul, i'll try to keep my livejournal updated ;)

meeyawn @ 2005-06-25T03:51:00

2005-06-25T10:56:08Z

i fell apart and i can't put myself back together...
i can't trust anyone anymore...

there's no justice, there's no God...

meeyawn @ 2005-05-26T00:01:00

2005-05-26T07:10:49Z

wow i'm so sad right now... can't believe what a moron my cousin has turned into...
you know those troubled kids that you saw on Dr. Phil who always swear to their parents and call their moms bitches? yeah that's him... and he's fucking 18... it hurts to see someone that i love being like this. and i feel even worse for his parents, who love him so much and have no control of him. i know it's terrible to say this, but i believe that what he's doing will come back to him one day, and i cannot wait to see it happen because he needs to be crashed... dang, this seriously gives me a heartache and i can't stop crying... okay... gotta stop and be focus on my school work.

meeyawn @ 2005-05-11T20:10:00

2005-05-12T03:13:19Z

being sick = unbearable suffering...
i just want to be healthy again...

Earl's = shithole

2005-05-08T09:54:40Z

i don't know how i could look down on people, while i'm not any better than them... i'm terrible.
all i'm asking is people around me to have a little self-respect.

oh, and i'm told that i have lesbian tendency coz i check out hot girls... i don't know, maybe i'll just turn myself into one, since guys are sooo gross and perverted.

meeyawn @ 2005-05-07T07:37:00

2005-05-07T14:40:47Z

i feel... weird of what i did last night...
i fucking turn myself into a slut, not exactly, but close.

no more Earl's, no more drunkeness!!!

meeyawn @ 2005-05-01T02:22:00

2005-05-01T09:32:47Z

i bitched out a high school girl and almost had a fight with her tonight... WOW!
i got called RUDE by a high school boy when i told him to "shut the fuck up"...
i challenged the high school kids who thought (dirty)RAP is the only "normal" music...
i witnessed a high school fight, it's some effing violent shiets...
i was glad that the cops came (and later handcuffed this high school psycho boy) so i could leave the hellhole...
i felt bad that my friend got a speeding ticket on our way home...

this is some night... reminds me of the dark ages in high school...
high school kids are soooo fucking stupid (FOR SHAME that i used to be one of them)
i feel like a fucking babysitter...

i had one sparkz, i feel better...

meeyawn @ 2005-04-28T20:40:00

2005-04-29T03:42:36Z

I'm trying to make it through each day
I'm falling apart in every way
I'm finding harder to get by
There's a hole in my heart
and I don't know why

meeyawn @ 2005-04-21T20:21:00

2005-04-22T03:32:48Z

so yeah... i got my tongue pierced, very exciting, but... I CANNOT EAT!!! so painful, not even apple sauce...

and i'm asked by this dude on AIM, "so who r u gonna try it out on first?" that pissed me off, i know it's sort of a stigma of having a tongue piercing, but i didn't expect someone asked me that, it's terrible, i didn't get it for sexual purposes...

okay i gotta finish my apple sauce, ouch!!

meh...

2005-04-16T23:44:42Z

WHAT IS GOING ON???
Yahoo Horoscope's so scary!!! It's been soo accurate (about pisces, that's me) for the whole week!!!

God Bless Minus The Bear, g-r-e-a-t show!!!

meeyawn @ 2005-04-10T19:29:00

2005-04-11T03:09:12Z

whoa the last two days has been pretty fun! although Garbage show was postponed and i didn't get to meet the band, i got to hang out and drunk bowling with my friends. as always i make a fool of myself when i am drunk (at max's place), and meet some cool new friends. awesomeness!
bowling night, hmm i don't know what to say, c-r-a-z-y! i totally enjoy seeing my friends being drunk and act differently, like thaitung being the drunk bowling coach and self-photographer; tegan being sooooo happy and like a flower lady (a.k.a. she's everywhere); and... actually that's it... those two are the drunk king and queen of the night. oh and i also enjoy my bowling title - "A little Meon Yu".

Dinner with family is pleasant, totally enjoy it! i had a lotta chinese food, and it's soooo bomb!!!

hmmm... and i have a crush <3 (for those who know who that is, please shut your yapper or i'll cut you!)

okay i'm totally falling asleep while i'm typing this... gosh 3 1/2 hours of sleep and worked for 6 hours... man i'm the champ

meeyawn @ 2005-04-08T00:10:00

2005-04-08T07:15:27Z

hmmm i favor american apparel.
i got this tshirt at AA yesterday, it fits me so well, i totally enjoy it!

I GET TO GO TO GARBAGE SHOW TOMORROW!!! FREE TIX FOR A SOLD-OUT SHOW!!! FUCK YEAH!

Friends, saturday, social drinking, sounds good?

Still haven't worked on my personal statement for my sociology application, i'm so fucked...

meeyawn @ 2005-04-04T21:28:00

2005-04-05T04:46:36Z

I completely lose my voice... and I feel miserable, like an effing mute.
One good thing is that it gives peace to my friends, they don't have to hear me bitching about everything... and they can walk all over me... those brutal kids!!!

Time for some serious work.